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Gonna punch you in the throat gonna fuck up your car
Gonna leave you crying loud in my room in the dark
Say I’m not a disappointment and then treat me like i am
Because my heart is beating fast I’m driving faster than i can
Fucking up my life and i’m fucking up my friends
Don’t know what the fuck i’m doing and i swear to god i'll end
you if you ever try to pull that shit again I’m sorry
I know i love you and I’ll try to heal and mend
Punch me in the throat and fuck up my car
Leave me crying louder that I ever have before
I know I’m just a little bitch so leave me the fuck alone
I’m sorry, I love you, don’t leave me alone
Fuck my parents, fuck my job, fuck my health, fuck my life
Leave me dying in a gutter leave my bruises without ice
I deserve it and I’m being treated like I’m on a throne
So fuck you I don’t need you I’ll destroy myself alone
Fuck those kids for being happy fuck my mom for being sad
Fuck my dad for caring too much fuck myself for being mad
Don’t call me I don’t need you stop it I don’t really care
Don’t tell me I’m a dyke for cutting off my fucking hair
I’m sorry I’m so angry I’m just tryna work it out
I’m a selfish motherfucker but I’m 90% doubt
So smoke me up and let me chill so I can feel a little good
I’m sorry, I love you, I’d stop it if I could
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Rottweiler
02:26
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I am losing track of time here
Minutes turning into weeks
And I’m growing into someone I don’t like
I’m admitting my defeat
I am acting like a child
Crying when it doesn’t go my way
I don’t think I could be happy
Not even if I run away
I used to think I would get better
I used to think I would get brave
I used to think my problems could’ve gotten solved
I used to think I’d be okay
I am backed into a corner
Bearing teeth and trying to beg
I know I might look like I’m trying hard to scare you
I’ve got my tail between my legs
Make myself look big and scary
Even when I’m feeling small
If I can’t feel calm or safe here
I’ll try my best to still stand tall
I used to think I would get better
I used to think I would get brave
I used to think my problems could’ve gotten solved
I used to think I’d be okay
I used to think I would get better
I used to think I would get brave
I used to think my problems could’ve gotten solved
I used to think I’d be okay
I’m as scary as a flower
My confidence has disappeared
I think I’d like to go to bed now
So I can sleep away my fears
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3. |
Bitter
01:45
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Sorry I’m so shitty
Just wishin you were with me
But I hope you don’t regret
The way I take a bet
Wish I was full of hope
That I will learn to cope
With all my anger and my fear
I will leave all of my dreams here
I am so bitter
I am so bitter
I bend and I will snap
Don’t like me it’s a trap
I will be violent and bold
I will destroy your heart and soul
My body is a sign
That I will take your mind
Bleed it dry and bruise it blue
I will project myself on you
I am so bitter
I am so bitter
Look around my home
And all you see is bone
From all my friends that come to pass
And all I’ve done is kick their ass
Directly to the curb
I wonder if I’ve heard
Of all the things that I should say
And the apologies to make
I am so bitter
I am so bitter
I am so bitter
I am so bitter
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4. |
Aw, Come On
01:33
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Hey you make me feel
Jealous and inadequate and small
Four Loko Gold and whisky dick
It's 3 AM you look like shit
Just fucking her because she fucking called
Hey it's okay
I understand my feelings are unfair
Self pity and self loathing
But still I'm always hoping
That someday I’ll get better and you'll care
Hey I'm really sorry
For acting like you owe me shit at all
Talk about the girls you fuck
I'll think of how I'm not enough
And how I always feel so fucking small
It hurts me when I think about you
Doing things that I can't do
I know it seems like I'm an asshole too
I've liked you since December
And i realize there's no ember but
I can't seem to get over you
I promise I'll get over you
Hey you make me feel
Jealous and inadequate and small
Four Loko Gold and whisky dick
It's 3 AM you look like shit
Just fucking her because she fucking called
Just fucking her because she fucking called
Just fucking her because she fucking called
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5. |
Summer Song
01:25
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My hands are freezing cold but I can’t
Bring myself to go inside it’s
Summer but it’s winter inside me
I should be tasting watermelon
Hanging out with friends and singing
Giving off good vibes and being happy
Instead I’m wishing I could be
The only one on Earth
That my anxiety would melt
That I could never have to hurt
I’m staring at my thighs and thinking
How could I get my bones showing
Living off of scraps then binging cake
I’m hearing people laughing and I’m
Trying to laugh with them but I’m
Thinking about how much my chest aches
And I’m still wishing I could be
The only one on Earth
That my anxiety would melt
That I could never have to hurt
I’m nauseous but I can’t throw up
And I will never know enough
I’m moving backwards sinking all the time
I’ll smile then I’ll start to cry
And I will never say goodbye
You’re lucky if I even say hello
My hands are freezing cold but it’s still
Scorching hot and I am sitting
In the sun and shivering alone
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6. |
Call Out Post
01:04
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Don’t tell me that I’m cute
I think you’re lying
And I don’t have very much to say
I’m bad at conversation and I’m
Taking all your time
You’re better off if you would go away
I think I’m living dangerously honest
I think that there are some things I should say
You’re mean and I am too
But I can’t get over you so fuck your girlfriend fuck her friends and fuck you too
You don’t like when I cry when we’re together
I don’t like when you see me when I’m sad
You say you don’t feel right and my chest is feeling tight
Play with my hair but I won’t let you spend the night
There’s cheat codes in my head and I will use them
To go right back and time to break my legs
Don’t you fucking move it’ll all be over soon
Fuck your head and fuck your heart and fuck the moon
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7. |
Cold
02:38
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I am a waste of your time
Am a waste of your mind
And I know I will try to
Explain that I’m fine
All I do is whine
Yeah, we’re the only ones here
And my actions endear
I am living and breathing and
Filling with fear
I will disappear
Be terrifying and brave
I am shoved in a cave
When I beg and I brag and
Attention I crave
I cannot behave
Me living life in a hole
Cover myself in mold
Don’t touch me I mean it
My hand you can’t hold
I don’t have a soul
I talk about losing sleep
Talk about all my dreams
How I’m bitter and bloody
How I can’t feel my teeth
I do not come cheap
I am breathing deep
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