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My Bad.

by Good Dog

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1.
Staring at myself I can’t see What everybody else seems to recognize in me They see kindness, they see love They see someone good enough And I hope that they know I’m sorry Can’t seem to forget the past Even though everything moves way too fast There’s no comfort in the sense That I’ll never be alone And no safety within the word “home” Can’t stand the sound of my voice Wouldn’t choose to hear it if I had a choice What if others think the same And they just can’t take aim So I have to shoot myself in the face I hate how I can’t be left alone I hate how I feel uncomfortable when talking on the phone Like everyone is judging me And I just keep pretending that I’m not just scared and sorry I’m terrified, I’ve said it now, I mean it I’m miserable and stuck inside a tar pit I’ve been searching for the words To finally get heard I’ve done it now, I’m finished, I quit
2.
Help me I’m so stupid I don’t know what else to do I’m still stubborn and uncool but won’t you Take me To the doctor My stomach’s aching hard I’ve been ignoring it so far but now I Need someone to force a meal Don’t stop no matter how I say I feel I am I am greasy Haven’t washed my hair in days And I’m starting to decay but I still Hope you Hope you like me I need constant validation Oh please god don’t make me show my face in— Need someone to help me out To help me do away with all my doubt Can’t you Stop thinking of me I cause chaos in my wake Please stop now, it’s not too late and I still Wanna Say I’m sorry Please I miss you staying near I don’t wanna live in feel but I still Need someone to get me high Please, oh my god, it helps me deal with life Need someone to let me go To teach me that I need to learn and grow
3.
I'm not here Just passing year to year The holidays have come to pass And I'll just disappear I'm alone Deep in outer space NASA don't got nothin on The look upon my face And I'm Not telling you Just what I'm thinking of Bringing down the room again Just like the stars above Twinkle twinkle Little star I'm nothing like I thought I was I think I've gone too far Take me away Abduct me now, today Let me start my life again A thousand miles away Daydreaming's all I've got It's what I want to do The only thing that makes me smile An outside point of view Take me away Abduct me now, today Let me start my life again A thousand miles away Take me away Abduct me now, today Let me start my life again A thousand miles away
4.
Fuck Off 01:26
Punch me
Kick me Slap me As long as it’ll hurt I don’t care what you do Fight me Fight me Fuck me up, don’t stop me I might cry but it’s not because of you Don’t try to give me a fucking explanation I know I’m drunk and you are too I need this so please let It happen once or twice and Don’t stop ’til I’m black and blue Punch me
Kick me Slap me As long as it’ll hurt I don’t care what you do Fight me Fight me Fuck me up, don’t stop me I might cry but it’s not because of you Don’t patronize me I know it’s cold but I won’t put my Shirt on until it’s done Someone’s gotta fight me and don’t Hold them back until I’ve made it Clear that they’ve certainly won Punch me
Kick me Slap me As long as it’ll hurt I don’t care what you do Fight me Fight me Fuck me up, don’t stop me I might cry but it’s not because of you Fight me Fight me Fuck me up, don’t stop me I might cry but it’s not because of you
5.
I'm a Tool 01:11
I don’t care about your feelings, baby You can’t see You can stay around and wonder If it’s meant to be I don’t give a damn if you are crying honey I’m a wreck This ship is sinking fast and I suggest you Jump off deck Oh I realize that I’m pathetic But I’m not a reason to cry I’m not a sad ASPCA commercial I cheat and lie Don’t drive five hours to see me Stay in school I’m not worth it this is not a test, yeah I’m a tool
6.
Nothing makes me feel Less independent than when I’m told I don’t deserve The freedom that I’ve been given Nothing makes me happy Maybe that’s because I don’t know what I want And I’m full of fucking flaws I don’t think I can be alone I don’t think I’ll ever feel at home I don’t think I can be alone I don’t think I’ll ever feel at home Nothing makes me feel More like a child than Digging nails into my palms And trying not to cry I’m an adult and Adults don’t do that shit Shut up, sit down, don’t make a scene Stop acting like you’re still thirteen I don’t think I can be alone I don’t think I’ll ever feel at home I don’t think I can be alone I don’t think I’ll ever feel at home Nothing makes me feel As though I’m worth it and I’m Living my life to the fullest Like I’ll ever be the coolest Everything I do I second guess myself And make myself feel like I’m garbage Like I have no fucking leverage I don’t think I can be alone I don’t think I’ll ever feel at home I don’t think I can be alone I don’t think I’ll ever feel at home I don’t think I can be alone I don’t think I’ll ever feel at home I don’t think I can be alone I don’t think I’ll ever feel at home
7.
My Bad 01:24
I am not the person you think I am Dude my bad I can’t read a word off your face I’m unhelpful and selfish and Terrible, stupid And don’t think at all I’m sorry, I know it I wish I could show you that I’m I’m a dick I can’t think of others I can’t think at all and it’s Wrong That’s not it I can’t find the words but I’m letting you know that I am not the person you think I am Sorry I can’t seem To get some things right And you have to tell me like twelve million times I’m sorry, I’m listening I can’t help but checking my phone This conversation's boring me and I’m I’m a dick I can’t think of others I can’t think at all and it’s Wrong That’s not it I can’t find the words but I’m letting you know that I am not the person you think I am
8.
Oh. 01:09
I'm a jealous motherfucker And I know I shouldn't be Because people should choose someone else Instead of choosing me I'm a really selfish person I just want to be the best But I know i can't and that's because I'm 90% stress I can't stand to see the sight of someone Faking that they care But I do it all the time I really Know it and I swear That whenever I seem happy It's a filthy fucking lie Causing I'm always fucking nauseous And I always wanna die I wanna die I'm an artist no I fake it I repeat myself all day I tell the same sad stories In the same pathetic way When I'm sober I am boring When I'm drunk I talk too much When I'm stoned I finally like myself I shouldn't just because I'm a filthy fucking liar I think I'm nice when I am not And I only feel like I can talk When I am smoking pot And whenever I seem happy It's a filthy fucking lie Causing I'm always fucking nauseous And I always wanna die I wanna die
9.
Golden Gate 01:36
Jump What’s the worst that could happen Jump What’s the worst that could happen There’s nothing here for you Everyone is leaving You’re gonna fuck this up Conscience receding God you’re an adult Don’t act like you’re cooler than Everyone you meet On the scene or the street Jump What’s the worst that could happen Jump What’s the worst that could happen No one here wants you Don’t start conversation Say something wrong again Mental flirtation You’re a damn pussy Can’t even see it Crying in your room again Assume you don’t have any friends, so Jump What’s the worst that could happen Jump What’s the worst that could happen Nothing to lose so You’re better off losing it Stand in the corner Just fucking quit You’re not making effort Content just to stand around Just stay sad that’s fucking fine You’re wasting all my fucking time so Jump What’s the worst that could happen Jump What’s the worst that could happen Jump What’s the worst that could happen Jump What’s the worst that could happen
10.
Morning, wake up feeling shitty Mirror, look, I don't feel pretty Upstairs watch something on Netflix I know I'll do something reckless Dishes, not done, sink is filling Try to make my life fulfilling Don't know why, my muscles aching Well, whatever, can't stop shaking I'm so selfish Pay attention to me Nothing changes I’m still sad and angry Bony body, looking sickly Feels like time just moves too quickly Headache isn't disappearing Just feel like I'm interfering Write the same song fourteen times Seems like so much work sometimes Living like a temper tantrum Fast and angry, no where to run I'm so selfish Pay attention to me Nothing changes I’m still sad and angry Sit down, tears fall, what a child Wanting hot, can't handle mild Nothing's even going wrong Always weak and never strong Eating things just to survive Doing things to pass the time Can't find meaning, don't have pride Well, whatever, nevermind.
11.
I hate worrying about the future Cause all my current problems are based around the past And I hate when you call me late at night Just to check in to make sure I got nothing to be sad about But it's alright And I'm okay I won't need your help, anyway Ah, well I hate having to think about my future When all I wanna do is worry about everyone but me I'm so tired Or maybe just bored I can't really tell the difference whenever I'm talking to you And I know that You just adore Starting off with me, that way that there's no way that I'll assume That you're wasting All of my time To vent about your problems like how your Instagram stopped working And how your friends Bailed on you But it was funny cause it was the day you were supposed to hang with me (Yeah... about that...) I'm guilty as charged for leading you on A lie that I know is easy to see But it's crucial to blot out any Signs that I might have feelings This way you don't ask me how am I This way you won't force me to proceed With actually having to tell you my worries With actually having you give a damn about me You giving a damn about I hate worrying about the future Cause all my fucking problems are based around the past And I hate when you call me late at night Just to check in to make sure I got nothing to be sad about But it's alright And I'm okay I won't need your help anyway Ah, well I hate having to think about my future When all I wanna do is worry about everyone but me
12.
Spite 03:14
Feels like I am choking here And nothing could be less clear When I am lost inside my head And I’m starting to disappear Cause nothing I say is right And I’m wasting all your time I guess maybe mom was right I’m living out of spite I'm living out of spite I’m nothing but a mix Of tropes that people give me I’m so lonely and I’m sorry but This time I just can’t fix Whatever is going on I’m looking for just something To hold on to, to look forward but I don’t know what I want I don't know what I want I’m just passing through A face you might remember \ Maybe fondly if I stick around A darker point of view I guess I’m never gonna feel A place where I belong so I should Pack it up and leave us Jesus, satan take the wheel Satan take the wheel So I won’t text you back You can have a second chance I know it hurts, I’m sorry Please cut me some slack I can’t be cold as ice But I can be hard as steel And I can fake it, here’s a smile and Here’s how I feel Here's how I feel So if anybody asks, tell them I’m doing fine and I can Make it through the weekend I can walk the fucking line I’m okay to drive home, I promise I’ll be fine And maybe if I’m not, well, sorry, maybe it’s a sign I don’t believe in God, but hell’s already here Keep saying “Maybe next week”, then remember it’s been a year I’m not saying that I’m sad, but I’m saying that I’m scared I’m living in the woods and I didn’t come prepared I didn't come prepared I didn't come prepared

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I finished a whole bottle of wine during recording.

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released January 3, 2017

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