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i'm fucking tired of living like i'm a fucking burden
don't tell me I'm fine when I am clearly fucking hurting
i need my space I need my time I need to never fucking lie again
I'm sorry if you're the one I'm hurting
don't tell me I'm fine
i know I'm dumb
i know I'm petty
and i feel alone
tell me to shut up
don't complain
i won't complain
I'll never say a thing again
so yeah I'm leaving, I'm going somewhere i don't know
but yeah I'll be back home tomorrow
so don't wait up, i know you won't, I'll tell a stupid fucking joke
and no one laughs cause it's not funny and i knew it when i said it
don't tell me I'm fine
i know I'm dumb
i know I'm petty
and i feel alone
tell me to shut up
don't complain
i won't complain
I'll never say a thing again
don't tell me I'm fine
i know I'm dumb
i know I'm petty
and i feel alone
tell me to shut up
don't complain
i won't complain
I'll never say a thing again
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Cool!
01:30
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hey, yeah yr cool
i know you think that I'm cool too
but my thoughts will always
wander when yr here
hey, yeah I get
that we should be more than just physical
but I don't think that's something I can handle
just say that I mean nothing to you
I swear I'm never gonna make it easy
if I can't stop thinking of another possibility
I know I'm making this way harder than it has to be
I'm sorry I just need more time
hey it's getting pretty late
and I think that I should leave
it's not you
it's definitely me
I can't leave anything behind
and I think yr going blind if you can't see
just say that I mean nothing to you
say that I mean nothing to you
I swear I'm never gonna make it easy
if I can't stop thinking of another possibility
I know I'm making this way harder than it has to be
I'm sorry I just need more time
just say that I mean nothing to you
just say that this means nothing to you too
just say that I am nothing to you
nothing to you
nothing to you
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i'm really sorry about this
i'm trying to believe I'm doing fine
when I know it's a lie
I feel overstimulated
i want to go home
I'm not crying
please just go away
stand up I need some space
hey man it's okay
I'm trying not to cry
don't point it out
I do this all the time
I'm working on trying
to live like an adult not a child
it's not going well
I feel overstimulated
i want to go home
I'm not crying
please just go away
stand up I need some space
hey man it's okay
I'm trying not to cry
don't point it out
I do this all the time
I need to try to breathe in and out
realize that I'm older now
I can't cry on the R train
I need to try to breathe in and out
(I feel overstimulated)
realize that I'm older now
(I want to go home)
I can't cry on the R train
I need to try to breathe in and out
(I'm not crying please just go away)
realize that I'm older now
(stand up I need some space)
I can't cry on the R train
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i'm sorry yr sorry about this
but I don't know what else to say
I don't know how I'll fuck this up
but I know I will someday
my past makes it seem like I'm nice
but I think it's all a lie
so I'll brace for consequence
and home that I don't wanna die
please stay the night
I'm nervous I'm biting my tongue
cause nothing I say feels right
I want to express that I'll like you regardless
I want to hold you tight
yr smart kind and out of my league
I think that you've got this reversed
I'm selfish, I'm bitter and sad
I think you should run while you still can
my past makes it seem like I'm nice
but I think it's all a lie
so I'll brace for consequence
and home that I don't wanna die
please stay the night
please stay the night
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Therapy
01:58
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i breathe in through my teeth and out through my mouth and
try to tell myself it's really working out and
today I'm not gonna cry
cause it hurts me when I think about how
yr feelings changed so quickly I don't know how
I'm supposed to be calm and not ashamed
cause I thought that you
were happy I guess I project my feelings
when I'm insecure
and I don't wanna feel this way anymore
but I guess I do
and it's unfair to you
it's a long recovery that I don't wanna deal with
it's a lot of nerves and I don't wanna feel it
but I guess it's really what I deserve
and I'm trying hard not to be so bitter and it's
destroying self esteem and I'm so over it
but I can't feel better, I don't know how
cause I thought that you
were happy I guess I project my feelings
when I'm insecure
and I don't wanna feel this way anymore
but I guess I do
and it's unfair to you
cause I thought that i
were happy I guess I can make up feelings
when I'm overwhelmed
and find someone who lets me by myself
I guess it's true
I'm unfair to you
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